| Writing..... |
[Oct. 6th, 2007|08:37 pm] |
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God, I haven't posted here for a while. I figured i ought to. I've started a general journal, the traditional pen and paper type. The idea is to improve my writing and to make writing easier (ie make me forget the write-work associations ((which I don't have anyway)) and make me assume that any time is writing time ((which it used to be naturally, but that has waned over the past years))).
I've been reading up on authors for a bit and realized that I haven't had the compulsive, crazy, hell-bent need to write for a long time. Too long almost. It sort of scares me. Ok, it really fucking terrorfies me. I hate it. It's like I haven't felt ALIVE for that long. That sounds crazy, even to me, but it IS that strong. When I started DCL I wrote non-stop for about seven hours. Seriously. I took the stupid book to the bathroom when I needed to go. I wrote at the table during dinner. I churned out about 20 pages in that time and it HURT to tear myself away from it to go to bed finally at 3 or 4 in the morning. Then I woke up and went to school and wrote. Art and drama were the only classes that I didn't write through instead of studying. And during that time if I didn't have a book I used to have to write on napkins, or receipts or the back of my hand. I've been known to use eye-liner when I don't have a pen. I'm not saying that my writing was great then, but I could FEEL it. Every time I stopped writing then it hurt. I missed it when I wasn't writing. I couldn't stop when I was. I haven't felt that for far too long, but I want to. And I'm jealous that other people do. And I don't KNOW how to get that back. Which sort of sucks. Anyway, I think I'll read about my authors and try to live vicariously through their compulsions some.... |
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| Story...............finally. |
[Mar. 2nd, 2007|04:43 pm] |
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Hi, I'm back again finally. I've been trying to post this all night, it's just being difficult. So, if there's a double of it somewhere or something, blame my computer. Just a fanfic this time. I will try to update it regularly, but can't promise much. Don't worry, the title's only a working one and hopefully at some point I'll replace it with something brilliant. As always, I'll apologise in advance....;) Oh, and I should warn you, this isn't edited at all....
Veritas vos liberabit: The truth will set you free.
( Chapter One ) |
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[Jan. 7th, 2007|10:30 pm] |
Ok, it's been ages since I updated any of my journals and, truth be told, I wouldn't be updating this one now if I hadn't had to write a story for my sister's x-mas present. There are probably a multitude of gramatical errors, which I am carelessly apologetic about. This is one of those overly egotistical works as it is actually a fan fic of my own work. So, merry x-mas allecto, and everyone else enjoy (or try to).
( SANCTUARY ) |
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| Cages |
[Jun. 30th, 2006|11:45 pm] |
I've finally put together an lj for my stories. This one's my first short story so bear with the poor thing. It's also my first real attempt at a female queer relationship (probably shouldn't have tried both at once but there you are). I know there are gender problems, I usually get to flesh the stories out a bit more and so I can usually work on it.
Oh, and with the user name, I've stolen this one off my poor little sister as well. She's probably most unhappy...
Anyway on to Cages.
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